And so our Level 2 course continued…. Kert worked with some of the other horses of the one year students. Once again this was great to watch. I did see horses make progress. He also guided these students through simulations and in front of the horses.
This is why I was in such conflict – I would see what seemed to be magic – then I would wonder if he was right about all he preached to us.
Once again we were in the classroom – Kert commented that one of the one year students – Jan – had come to him with some maintenance problems in the house. He said it had made him grumpy as it was not the right time to discuss it – that you must find the right time and space with destiny.
He reminds us that we are so far away from reality and we need the right balance inside ourselves. He says we have to realise our unconscious level in our systems is always trying to claim ground, power etc. He refers to Jan and the house problems – he said – it seemed polite and friendly – but in his world it is like a hurricane!
Kert was talking about communicating on the first level – and how we all bring our energies from the brown world etc. and we do not see the evil!!! He said people can seem so friendly – but really they are waiting to attack with their energies.
Then suddenly I heard my name mentioned – even someone like Heather!! SOMEONE LIKE HEATHER!!!!!! Whatttt???
He told the story of how very generous he was of giving his time to the website and I could record his conversations and people can subscribe and listen to the podcasts and how I could have the money – and then I sent him a CONTRACT – guaranteeing this – a 50 page contract for a measly $1 per podcast.
I was stunned!!! I couldn’t believe what I was hearing! Now if you haven’t heard this story please refer to Part 33 – The Master’s Project – Conversations with Kert and Part 34 – The Rise and Fall of ‘Conversations with Kert’
Then he said – and I sent it to him in English!!!! – not his native language!!!!
I managed to get a couple of words in. I said the contract was three pages – he joked about that – oh 53 pages!!! – and everyone laughed! He looked at me – with the meanest of eyes and said “And that’s why I didn’t answer you any more!”
He was incredibly clever at turning it all around – how I was influenced by the brown world etc.
I tried to protest – and he said “You find a rational reason to do it – but that contract is a weapon! I went to open my mouth – and he said – “You are led by energies out of your hands – like your sister’s sickness – it courses through your body – this is like evil – and the horses can sense that evil – you always want to bring things to a fight – this is a habit – you must learn to go with destiny”.
Now this happened in front of the whole group – I was so humiliated and angry – I started to stand up to walk out – but something made me sit down again. I pride myself on being honest and he had just told the whole group I was evil – and I had no chance to defend myself.
In that moment – I wasn’t numb – I was angry!!!
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